I guess nothing in life is fair.
It is not fair I had to lose my 5 day old son.
Today marks two weeks since my son had passed. I have no comforting words to give to anybody. I can’t even comfort myself. All of my energy, love, thoughts- they all pour into my angel baby. I feel like I don’t have enough to give anybody else. I don’t have any patience, tolerance, sympathy.
I have been dwelling on the fairness of life. We all know that life isn’t fair. But I don’t think many people understand how unfair it is. I find a lot of comfort discussing my loss with other women that have also lost a child. It is something much more common than you think- and it eats away at us, tears us to shreds. No woman’s story is the same. Some are much more heart breaking than others. To know that I am not alone brings me comfort. But to understand the unfairness of life disturbs me.
Only two weeks since his passing. I miss my baby every day. 
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